BY RICHARD CAWLEY
Jamie Ward has spoken about his relief at being back in the first-team fold at Charlton Athletic – describing being frozen out of the senior picture at Nottingham Forest as â€śhorrificâ€ť.
The 32-year-old joined the Addicks on a loan deal at the end of August.
Wardâ€™s debut was initially delayed by international duty with Northern Ireland but he played 75 minutes in last weekendâ€™s 2-0 win at Bradford City.
â€śIt felt great to get those minutes in the tank but not so good playing the game,â€ť he said. â€śFootball wasnâ€™t the winner with me. I was a bit rusty. It has been a long time since I trained with first-team footballers this season. Apart from when Iâ€™m away with Northern Ireland Iâ€™ve been with the rest of the lads in the bomb squad.
â€śYou lose that bit of sharpness when you are training with the U23s.
â€śIt was horrific [being in the bomb squad]. It depends how you get treated and that varies from club to club. I know a lot of clubs where you are treated a lot better than we were at Forest.
â€śIt wasnâ€™t great at the start. Things got better eventually, because they had to. There are guidelines they have to follow, things like that.
â€śI canâ€™t go into it too much or I am liable to be fined and the club would love to do that.â€ť
Wardâ€™s deal at the City Ground is up in June.
And he admits a permanent move to Charlton is something that appeals.
â€śYeah, definitely – as long as everything is good for my family. We said in that last window that I was ready to move anywhere in the world.Â
â€śIt [being in the final year of his contract] is just one of them things. Iâ€™m not the only player whose deal is up at the end of the season, there will be a lot of footballers fighting for contracts between now and the end of the season.
â€śItâ€™s a case of me just trying to perform, do as well as I can to try and secure another two or three years for my family.â€ť
Ward played 149 games for Derby County before leaving on a free transfer for fierce rivals Forest in July 2015.
â€śThere was a four-year contract on the table so I think it wouldâ€™ve been stupid to turn it down,â€ť he said. â€śI have a family to worry about. They are the most important people in my life, the most important thing is securing a nice life for them and myself as well.
â€śYou have to think about other things rather than just all football. People donâ€™t understand that.
â€śMy Forest career hasnâ€™t gone too great, having three loans. I had injuries and there was a lot of change in manager at times. Little things like that never helps.
â€śIt didnâ€™t help when I came back from the Euros [in 2016] and our new French one [Philippe Montanier] didnâ€™t know who I was when I walked in the building. I knew I was off to a bad start then. I had to get on with it, I knew I wasnâ€™t going to play and was trying to find another club.â€ť
That proved to be Burton where he scored four goals in 15 appearances.Â
He joined Cardiff in January of this year but only featured four times as the Bluebirds won automatic promotion to the Premier League.
â€śIt was very frustrating because I got injured in my first start and it kind of killed my momentum to a certain extent,â€ť said Ward. â€śI didnâ€™t play much but it was great to be a part of and Iâ€™ll have good memories when I look back, it was something positive in my career.â€ť
Ward has played 280 Championship matches – compared to just 10 in League One. But dropping a division was not a deterrent.
â€śItâ€™s about getting game time and start enjoying my football again,â€ť he said. â€śThat is the most important thing. As long as those two things happen it doesnâ€™t really matter what leagie it was.
â€śItâ€™s about being happy, scoring goals and setting goals up.
â€śThe sooner I get my sharpness back then the sooner I can actually perform at the levels Iâ€™m capable of.â€ť
Scoring goals has not been an issue for Ward against Charlton. He has netted six times against them before the South Londoners relegation to League One.
â€śItâ€™s been great when I have gone to The Valley as part of an away team – hopefully playing for Charlton it can help me as well.
â€śIt has been a while since I have scored a goal, so anything could happen in terms of celebrations. I might have to get some advice off my son – he plays Fortnite [the computer game]. But doing a dance like that wonâ€™t be happening, I havenâ€™t got enough rhythm for those!â€ťÂ
Ward did not speak to Charlton manager Lee Bowyer until after his move was completed.
Things only started progressing after midday and heading down to London and wrapping things up before the 5pm deadline was a non-starter.
â€śIt was just a case of signing the papers and hoping I donâ€™t get injured in the next four months,â€ť he said. â€śThe manager told Steve [Gallen] head of recruitment that he wanted to get me and Steve had to sort it out.
â€śOnce I heard about the club being interested it didnâ€™t matter about talking to the manager. I knew people who had played there – like Josh Magennis. Everything he said was good. You speak to people who you trust about things and Josh is one of them. We are quite tight and I knew he wouldnâ€™t tell me lies, some people say anything to get you to clubs at times.â€ť
Charlton is Wardâ€™s first London club.
â€śI had the chance to go to QPR a few years ago,â€ť he said. â€śIt was the year they got promoted but we had literally just had my boy, who is seven now, and at the time I needed security for the family.
â€śI needed to be there to help my wife, it would have been a bit harsh to uproot and leave him up north with the missus. I signed for Derby in the end.
â€śUp to now Derby has been my best time in football, apart from missing out in the play-off final. Everything else about it was really good. It was my best football I played.
â€śIt was frustrating when I got released but I wish them well. I always have a good look at what they are doing and hope they can kick on now.â€ť
Wardâ€™s home bow for Charlton could come against rock bottom Plymouth tomorrow.
A fourth straight win would not quell talk that Lee Bowyerâ€™s side are finally going to get it right in terms of earning a Championship return.
â€śObviously everyone is going to get carried away with us having three wins on the bounce,â€ť said Ward. â€śBut we have got to take it each game at a time because there is a long way to go.
â€śAt times it is not going to be pretty but we know what it takes to win. As long as we work hard for each other than the manager can forgive us if the result isnâ€™t quite right.â€ť